I'm scared. I'm scared that it hurts when I stand for too long. That it hurts when I put on my socks or tie my shoes without sitting. I'm terrified that one day I'm just gonna wake up and find out that the surgery happend and now i have to heal it all. I'm terrified to cry. Because whenever I feel like crying, I also feel like every one is gonna laugh. And then when I finish crying, I feel really stupid. I know that after my family reads this they're going to a be like " oh Avery you have a right to be sad. Go ahead and cry, no one will laugh". And I know that that's probably true but it doesn't make it any less scary. It just makes me think that there's all the more reason to be scared. Anyways, that's all.

        Princess pants